Hi i am finally back, back from Singapore, today the 2nd day since i arrive Perth. Ha... really felt like a dream, a moment i was still in SG and now i am sitting in front of my com like usual, as if i never left.
But still i think this trip was a fruitful one, at least i am more or less back to my normal self, though i still feel kinda insecure maybe cause i still cant find my direction for now but at least I feel more recharged, both mentally and physically. "she de"-- "she" to give up, "de" to gain something. To gain, sometime have to give up something, i guess cause ppl stubbornly cling on to their past and they missed out on better stuff that passes them. Gone with the gloomy days, in with the sunshine, lol.....
Hmmm somehow i wish i could have spend more time with my little brothers and godma but its a pity tt they are busy during my visit there. But i think we will have more time together the next time i visit them, i am very sure... Another 4 more days and it will be rushing again. Gosh i wonder whats await....
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10:42 PM
There was once a boy , just like any other boy, enjoyed his school , enjoy having friends. Everything was fine, i guess he was truly happy.
But never did he thought that things will change, and so it happened when his parent told him about their plan to live somewhere "better". From that day onwards, his life change, day spent studying seems pointless to him , time spent with friends seems meaningless to him. He put on his smile in school everyday, as usual aways tried silly things to create laughter. But no one really know how he felt and why he behave erratically at times.
He tried so hard to be optimistic everyday , thinking that one day his parent might just forget abt the idea of moving, and that how he pull through the rest of his school days. But as days draws near , it seems moving was inevitable. He felt devastated, still he has not lose hope, he tried to convince his parents hoping they might just change their decision but that as much as he can do , in the end he is still a helpless boy who surrender to his fate.
Overtime this emotion accumulate within him , he never told anyone because he think no one could understand how he feel, subconsciously , this feeling turns into hatred even though he know should not feel this way but cant control his emotion and hated his parents for putting him through this .
Now the boy has grown a little and could understand his parent's decision, but that feeling still stay within him , there is no one he can blame and he din one to blame anyone either, but he still not satisfied that things have to come like this. He just cant accept himself to submit to his own fate.... He don't know where to put his feeling anymore. For now he can only put on a smile, and tell himself he is happy...
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6:29 PM
Things tt i brought upon myself. This exact same feeling , cold , heavy and stinging feeling, as if the heart been wrenched. How silly and pathetic can one get, i guess i never learned the lesson. This feel just shit.... just like last time.....
My blog ends here.... too tired...
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9:21 PM
2 more hours to year 2007, time sure move fast, or is it me that still choose to lag behind time. Nothing special here though other than few tv movies and the count down show, i dun think there is much to do. So i will just do the blog for these week, before i do some revision or reading.So highlight for the week-"fishing"
Yup i went fishing with my dad and his friend, never tried fishing so when they decided to go for a fishing trip i tag along. At first i would thought it would be boring and its activities for oldies, but after getting my hands on experince i realise tt not the fish got hook,but me got hook by fishing. Just like how ppl tune cars for hobbies, fishing has different setting as well, different fishes uses different lure,bait, hook and technique. Learning to tie the knot wasnt much a pain because i am familiar with them during scouting days, what really challenge me is catching the right fish i want, i always end up hooking a "blow-fish" (those tt bloat up like balloon with spikes)Anyway it was fun learning something new, i think its a good bonding activity together with family and friends. Its nice for me even if i were to fish alone, the scenery is beautiful , its just so peaceful. Well i am still a amatuer now, but i would look forward to more fishing trips and maybe i might be able to catch better fishes next time. Now i got a new hobby to add to my list. :)
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9:05 PM
Santa just brought us a hot summer this Christmas. Its just too hot to go anywhere , especially in the afternoon. But i had join my parents for a gathering with other singapore family. Most of them know us through dads restaurant, few through mums church. So not too bad get to know more ppl, have some food by the swan river, pretty nice view. I think tts the kind of live ppl talkin abt when they wanted to come here. They would say live is just diff here , you have more variety of recreation here, some say singapore too bored too restricted... i dunno ... i dont even know where i belong to.
Anyway after we finish everything, most went back home. So tts how i had my christmas, simple and easy . And tomorrow i am going fishing with one of dads friend. Hope i would get something ...
very hot in the noon , dad taking cover under shade.
sunset view
at the jetty
at fremantle port
night time at fremantle port fishing
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9:59 PM
Finally the mid holiday started, i can stop goin to uni for 2 weeks. Haiz but still not time for me to relax, i reckon this holiday is meant for the lecturers . Cause straight after the break i will have a series of test, then the following week will be my exam, oh great i love exams,just kidding! Anyway Christmas approaching soon, i think it will be different without "them", well either way its fine for me, i seldom celebrate christmas anyway. (trying to console myself, lol) Cant wait to go back to see ppl in Singapore again, even if its for a short while.
Btw i heard the movie " Eragon" is coming out soon. I hope its gonna be a great movie, cause i have read the the books and its really gd in story . I reckon its somewhere close to "Lord Of The Rings", but not sure how it will come out on the movie. I had read the "Chronicles Of Narnia" and watch the movie but was pretty much a let down. Anyway if there is a movie you gonna watch this christmas, try "Eragon"
Well also i know i have not been loading up some photos of myself, by request of ppl, gee... i never know i am so popular. But sorry you just have to wait to see me live when i am come back lol. Really i think have put on some weight from mugging, also its hard when your dad operates a resteraunt and you work there, eat there...... really i am not giving excuse..... Well i guess i will need to go on some serious intensive training routine to burn of those extra kgs.
alright i will stop here for now, wish everyone a Merry Christmas!
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8:55 PM
So tired now after finish my assigments, its kinda suck this month . Dads helper went back for holiday tt means i will have to go down to help at night, but night time is when i can do my studies most efficiently, dunno why but i just get use to tt timing..... Anyway i am darn tired to continue this blog entry , will try to do a better one another time, now i need to get some sleep , take care everyone.
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10:40 PM
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