No matter how cheerful or optimistic you are , in life there will be times when you feel rather helpless and down. Thats what i am feeling now. Its complicated , its doesnt happen because just one thing tts annoying you , its a mixed of different things... the ppl tt you miss, the decision ppl made tt affects you or maybe few setbacks tt you experience... i dunno myself. I am just not myself these days, i know tt. My parents was telling me why they decided to come here and few decision they made,i dunno why they said tt for out of sudden, anyway i just couldnt agree to them also. I always try to look things in a better perspective, but i just cant get myself to agree to them , there is another chunming in me that always try to rebel my parents or other ppls ideal. I just dun like my current self, i cant let this drag any further. Somehow i had this bad intuition, i dunno what isit but its throwing me of in disequilibrium emotionally. How hopeless , to complain like this just make me even more pathetic, its just not me. Nevertheless these are just my feelings tt i have to pour it out , its could be too much to contain in me. To live in a state of uncomfortable zone sure doesnt feel good, but hope tt this might be a blessing in disguise, no matter how, i should never let this devil in me take over control, i want to be chunming again....
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