There was once a boy , just like any other boy, enjoyed his school , enjoy having friends. Everything was fine, i guess he was truly happy.
But never did he thought that things will change, and so it happened when his parent told him about their plan to live somewhere "better". From that day onwards, his life change, day spent studying seems pointless to him , time spent with friends seems meaningless to him. He put on his smile in school everyday, as usual aways tried silly things to create laughter. But no one really know how he felt and why he behave erratically at times.
He tried so hard to be optimistic everyday , thinking that one day his parent might just forget abt the idea of moving, and that how he pull through the rest of his school days. But as days draws near , it seems moving was inevitable. He felt devastated, still he has not lose hope, he tried to convince his parents hoping they might just change their decision but that as much as he can do , in the end he is still a helpless boy who surrender to his fate.
Overtime this emotion accumulate within him , he never told anyone because he think no one could understand how he feel, subconsciously , this feeling turns into hatred even though he know should not feel this way but cant control his emotion and hated his parents for putting him through this .
Now the boy has grown a little and could understand his parent's decision, but that feeling still stay within him , there is no one he can blame and he din one to blame anyone either, but he still not satisfied that things have to come like this. He just cant accept himself to submit to his own fate.... He don't know where to put his feeling anymore. For now he can only put on a smile, and tell himself he is happy...
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